Nkani: All That Glitters 13- Mind Over Heart

Hiiiiiiiiiii. It’s another week of pure drama and awesomeness. Whoa. So much love tonight as the ladies keep on with ladies night. What will happen? Can anybody guess. I hope you enjoy the chapter. Comments section!! I will be waiting…. xoxo. Estelle: Hey Beautiful.. * Me: Hey you. * Estelle: You still out? I might…

Nkani: All That Glitters 7 – It’s the Simple Things

My phone rings and I sigh in irritation. How many times does one have to call before they realise I’m not available? Gosh. This is nonsense. The loud tone goes on. Why can’t I get what I want? Nothing is going right today. It’s one thing after another. I just want out of the day…

Nkani: All That Glitters 6- Everything in Plain Sight

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Why the hell did I wear heels in the first place? Why do employers always want women to wear heels. These things hurt. Ankles strained from awkward angles of the back of my foot to my toes. Bad enough we can barely run in them. If a war starts the…

Nkani: All That Glitters 5- I Know What You Did Last Night

11th January 2016 One eye open. White walls. Hanging chandeliers on the futherst wall. I need to get up but gosh the bed I’m on is so warm… Speaking to me… Caressing me… . Speaking of caressing, I feel something on my back. I reluctantly prye open my eyes, I smile and slowly turn over…

Nkani: All That Glitters 4- Gold Rings and Other Fingers

Hi. Hello. Chapter 4 is here. So I got the artwork for the Nkani: All That Glitters. What do you guys think about it. @illustratorbae did this beauty for Nkani. So amazed. He has so much artwork on his page, follow him here. You can read chapter 3 here So back to chapter 4, I…

Dear Black Men: Strike Two

The Rackster this one is for you. You wrote this with me and super awesomeness words we created. Thank you. “You two look so amazing together.” One of the women says. She offers me a smile, exposing her chipped front tooth. “I saw a picture of the two of you and it was absolutely adorable.”…

Dear Black Men 

The Rackster (follow blog here) helped make this story alive. Much love. We hope you enjoy it. I can’t sleep. I want to but I won’t. I can’t. What am I supposed to do? I want to cry? Maybe if I do my anger will be no more. Maybe I will see reason. Maybe I…

Nkani – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 20) Finale

We are here. The end of a beautiful story. I have a lot to thank in this chapter for the art provided. Here goes: Bwalya, Mwanawafeli, Lady_Lynn, Veronica (follow blog here), Diyana, Chixy, Tatenda (follow blog here), Mademoiselle Unknown and Madam Strange. Thank you for making the finale beautiful. “Do you take this man to…

Nkani – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 19)

Kissing is taking off clothes? What the hell is Samantha talking about? Did he sleep with her? Is that why she is here? To rub the act in my face. To show she still controls him? What the hell. I feel my hands start to shake. Shit. I don’t need my anger ruining things right…

Nkani – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 18)

Thank you to Mona Lisa (@omasulidwa – follow her Blog here); Bwalya (@bwalyaf2) Mwendabai (@laBabyScientist) and Mulenga (@illyvanilly27) for the art. Do follow the beautiful Ladies. Thank you loads. I love the heels..  There are moments in my life that truly defined the person I am today. The day my mother left my cheating father; the…

Nkan – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 17)

I open my eyes and yawn. I feel so tired. I stretch and groan. My eyes hurt. Swollen I guess. My head hurts even more. After all the crying I did last night, I’m not surprised I feel sick today. No matter how I feel, I need to bath, clean up, make breakfast and catch…

Nkani – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 15)

Count on the ladies to be late. Okay not all of them. I’m with my sister Muzinga at Meraki at our table already enjoying a cup of hot coffee in my case while Muzinga enjoys a cup of hot chocolate. I feel both tired and refreshed. I woke up an hour ago or so but…

Nkani- Pick Your Poison (Chapter 11)

​Ola!!!! Wanna thank Mwanawafeli and Nkandu for this piece of art. Pure awesomeness. I hope you enjoy the story. What does guilt look like? More like Noah. It’s official I am pregnant!!! Okay I know it was official then but now I have the hospital backing me. I am pregnant – baby growing in me;…

Nkani-Pick Your Poison (Chapter 9)

Many thanks to @GracaOfDeus for the picture. Pure awesomeness. I hope you all enjoy the story. Maybe I should have said no. Not maybe. I should have said no. Period. I am weak. I’m saying this because I know I am weak. He says one word and I fall at his feet, my legs turn…

Nkani- Pick Your Poison (Chapter 8)

To awesome lady who helped in making Nkani beautiful. Thank you for the heels @GracaOfDeus. Y’all can follow her blog here.  “Because you and I are parents to an amazing child.” “Chibwe we can be a family. Like you always wanted.” “I’m here trying to make amends.” “I messed up. I loved you once.” “We have a…

Nkani – Pick Your Poison (Chapter 2)

Plumber? I can’t get that word off my mind. I am a mad black woman. You wouldn’t guess by looking that I am an angry woman because I look calm; yet, beneath my calm beautiful demeanor is a dangerous not to be played with woman. I hate the fact that people assume once you have…

The Heart Break Chronicles -Secrets And Lies 4

I am a man on a mission. And my mission? To get my wife and family back. To be in their good graces. It’s been two weeks since Alexis told me to sleep in the car. The woman is still angry. She won’t talk to me. Or at least she’s avoided me at all costs….

Throwback: Pleasurably Sinful Sight

So I’m doing a throwback friday. I have my own kind of throwback. This one was hmmmm.  yeah…  It’s a pleasurable sinful sight When lovers meet It was art at first sight Our eyes meet A meeting of the mind A loving of the hearts His eyes are all I see In a room full…

Last Night: Chronicles of an Alcoholic Pt 3

Chronicle is my name, Mother is my duty, Wife is an option, The crave that almost destroyed my life, Still in my hand, While my new born looks up at me from his crib, His blue eyes against my brown eyes, Shame slaps me, I cannot bear to face the world with my abomination I…

#IAAZB It’s Like a Drug: Invasion

Its the month of love. I am a Zed Blogger February theme is “It’s Like a Drug” and I thought we should go the love way 🙂 Hi My name is HER I’m an addict My addiction is a drug I call HIM HIM who brought into my life as much happiness as he did sadness I…

First Step

He looks happy He drives me crazy It’s the little things Like the way he just looks at me without really hearing a word I said I wish he could say something back But he just keeps silent and eventually walks away He’s the quiet type I’m talkative one But I’ve seen him laugh more…